2020 in review…

2020 will go down as most people's worst year ever, me on the other hand will remember it as one of the most interesting years ever! I've already had worse years than 2020, the year before I quit drinking and the 2 years after I quit drinking were my worst. So why was 2020 so [...]

Death is all around me…

Everyday... Everyday... Everyday!!!! Everyday I think about dying, what the hell is up with that, everyday I wonder what happens when I die and this has been on my mind for a lot of years, I just can't comprehend what happens to me after I die. Do we have a soul and we go to [...]


Summer is here, my favorite time of the year, well to be honest autumn is my favorite time of the year with all the colors and the smells, but, autumn means winter is next so I prefer summer. Summer means wearing shorts and pantyhose wherever I go, it is a amazing feeling and I am [...]

Who Am I?

So who am I...I am a 55 year old married man with 2 grown children and 3 grandchildren, I love my family, they are my world, without them I doubt I would have made it this far in life and probably would have *snuffed myself out many years ago. We all have paths in our [...]


  Dec 4 2018 There is one thing that you learn over the years of being a crossdresser,  hiding your under dressing. You always have to be aware of your clothing, I wear a bra everyday and love every second of it but sometimes I often wonder if people can see my bra lines through [...]